SO, it's been a while, let me say, that as of late, i have a newfound respect for everyone who's ever been to federal prison, it's not fun and the treatment of prisoners is outrageous,
the toilets, are COVERED IN SHIT (regardless of WHO'S shit, that shouldn't be there...) and they don't have big mac, which i'm relentlessly addicted too.
anyway doe...
i'm out, i did my time and took the charge because what is there to defend? why would i waste my time with a lawyer when i was willing to do the time for it.
i knew what i was doing, and i wanted to do it, simply put.
i have NO regrets, because i learned so much from prison. I'd like to give a shout out to the pink republican soup cookie next door to my cell, you were so nice!
while i was in jail, i was confronted by vivid hallucinations of my victim, judging my everyday wear with statements like "oh star with clothes on"
what does that mean? i always wear clothes, a bikini top, whether revealing or not, is still clothing, they sell it at the what? clothing store.
plus, my bikini tops are all LE CHIEN, which is a very pricey designer brand, so keep hating but i'm dressed perfectly fine for a city
so close to the beach! especially now with all this WARM weather we're having. anyway, this hallucination of my victim also started questioning me,
he would ask "where did you get the gun, are you licensed, why did you do it" and i thought it was weird because, number one,
why am i hallucinating, am i schizo? and number 2, the feds already charged me, i'm in federal prison, why am i being
questioned again. maybe i have some guilt after all, i mean my victim was a happy man who lived the bachelor lifestyle,
albeit at the detriment of my cousin, Jodi, but when he broke her heart and then laughed at her, something just flickered in me,
a glitch almost, where i just wanted to attack.
anyway doe,
i wrote this song while i was in jail,
with the help of an officer,
and i wanted to share it with you all!
hope you enjoy
(https://audiomack.com/song/starlopez5000/star-lopez-shot-the-sherriff)