KaeyenKingston

That won't help the fact that if I do that, there will be at least one person to tell someone else. then soon enough EVERYONE gets the information. That is how more rumors spread and how people are destroyed.

Hi. If I get in trouble for speaking my experiences, I know that ECRP is NOT a place for me. We will see how this goes. My character in ECRP is a transgender female to male. He identifies as a male. Before the change to become who he TRULY is, he was a pregnant female. He had told people, because he was happy. The reason he decided to FINALLY own up to who he is, is because he had a miscarriage. His backstory? He grew up with parents that were drunks and drug addicts. They also were very VERY AGAINST the LGBTQ+ Community. OOCly I identify as a transmale. I am a MAN. I had to play that female role in ECRP because after about 3 days of playing my first ever character, which is a male, I could not stand the IC bullying. I was asked if I was truly a man and made fun of for my voice. So I created that female character to avoid it. I have NEVER felt comfortable playing her. EVER. I met my current OOC bf on ECRP. He and I have rped with my female character as his wife until 2 days ago when I finally decided to be ME. I went ahead and did a character transfer request. I did everything I could IC and OOC to be me and not confuse anyone. I was asked many times IC if I was still pregnant. Each time, I told them it was a miscarriage. Even after all this. I got PMed on DISCORD. I was told that ICly I am not allowed to be pregnant as it does not make sense after going through a sex change. I KNOW THIS. I HAVE DONE MY RESEARCH. There was not a SINGLE reason ANYONE should be saying I have "claimed to be pregnant still". The best part? The person PMing me doesn't know me. at all. not ic and not ooc. I have been so much more happy and comfortable as my current transmale character. only to have that all taken away, because people cannot accept that I am me. Legit the reason I was on such a long hiatus? The drama. EVERY SINGLE DAY there was at least one thing I had to deal with. EVEN if I was NOT INVOLVED in the first place! When I returned? I thought things had gotten better. things FELT better. But I guess that is not the case. Now that I have come out and chosen to be who I am, I am getting shot down where I thought was my safe place. OOCly I have been bullied and get shit from people who say they support me. I get that every single day. Now. Put yourself in this situation. If you had to go through getting bullied and basically spat on every day for just being yourself, then go to your favorite video game or activity to get away from it all, only to get the same treatment there, would you ever GENUINELY be happy or enjoy it? No. You would not. This server has its pros. but the cons are way too heavy.