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A lot of people know this story, so I'm going to keep it as short as i can. It starts at DCC where i gave this guy (Lucas) a lift to his bike in the middle of no where.
We exchange names and numbers, we get to know each other and start dating. I end up joining his motorcycle club and work my way up the ranks.

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We marry.

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We divorce due to him disappearing and leaving town, i take over the motorcycle club.

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To be honest if it wasn't for the LSMC i don't think i would be in the city or alive.
the full stories can be found:

Introduction
Ava & Lucas wedding
Taking over the LSMC

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This leads on to how i met...him....

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He was a friend of the LSMC, he'd show up and sit and chat with us, over time i warmed up to him to where i would playfully sit on the back of his drag and he would pretend to drive off with me, it became funnier the more it happened, as we got on more he would jokingly introduce me as Ava Raven to people, i'm pretty sure quite a few people remembered me as that. As i got to know him more the more i saw him as a celebrity in the city, everyone seemed to know him and respect him, but also i heard that he was popular with the ladies. He was gang affiliated and sometimes that scared me but also made me feel safe around him.
As time went on i found trust in him, someone i could sit on the beach and talk to about things that bothered or upset me, which was a lot, especially when it came to my relationship at the time, he would do the best he could to give me advice and be a shoulder to cry on, but we would also had our little jokes, like Raven MC.

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Feelings grew and he was open to show that, at the time i was blind to it or just shrugged it off, i mean i wasn't in a position to show it back. I remember that being close to him would make me shake, he'd try and hold my hand or even just place his hand on my arm and i would jump because i wasn't used to physical contact of any kind. 
Due to my relationship Luke would try and distance himself away from me, i guess i made it hard because whenever i felt alone or abandoned he would be the first person i turned to and of course he would be there for me, which was a lot because my partner at the time was out of the city a lot or just didn't want to be around me.

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My partner didn't like how close Luke and I got to the point i was told not to hang out with him, after that i got confused about what i wanted in life and it didn't help that at the time the LSMC was also falling apart. People would ask if anything was going on between Luke and I, i denied it because nothing was actually going on, it was a strong friendship. I tried pushing Luke away but the more i saw it work the more it hurt. I'd see him around and hear about him getting friendly with other women and sometimes he did it on purpose just to make me jealous. It worked.
I eventually got married, that didn't sit well with Luke and ceased contact with me, that marriage instantly flopped, not even within a month my husband packed his bags and left the city without a word, leaving me with everything including the LSMC, i was so confused as to why my husband just up and left without reason, I started to get overwhelmed with taking everything on.
One day Luke and I met up for the first time since my ex leaving the city and we sat down and spoke about how we felt about each other, this had been the most open about my feelings i had ever been with anyone, we said our goodbyes and finally kissed...

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Being with Luke was like a dream come true. He respected me, he loved me, he supported me. 

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Due to how things went with my marriage i was nervous about letting people know we were together. Luke was amazing about it, he let me take my time, it wasn't much of a secret for long when people started seeing me leave his apartment each morning. It became more noticeable the more he hung out with me and the LSMC, one day i turned around and said FUCK IT, YES I'M DATING LUKE RAVEN! I was surprised at the responses we got, it was mainly "about time" or "saw that one coming" people were happy for us and that made me incredibly proud of our relationship.

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There was a lot to get used to, like the compliments, someone wanting to be around me, someone proudly dating me. It was nice to be able to be around him, driving around without having to hide how i felt about him.

One day i started receiving texts about my ex husband being in town (keeping in mind that we wasn't divorced yet), this was like one of our fears we had in common, it didn't go as bad as we thought. While he was in town i asked for a divorce, he said yes and we signed the papers, Luke went with me to city hall to finalize it all. When i received the divorce documents it was like a weight off my shoulders.

I had never felt so comfortable with anyone like i did with him. We used to go on a lot of adventures, we had more in common than i thought, i don't think i have a favourite time with him because they're all my favourite. I miss the long drives we went on where we would blast out music and drive fast around the country roads, i miss the times we would find a hill to sit on and look over the view just enjoying each others company. I miss the stupid jokes we made and the fake fights we had. He was everything i ever wanted.

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Time passed and we were just chilling when Luke got down on one knee and asked me to marry him. I was speechless! I never thought i would ever get the chance to actually be Ava Raven. Of course i said yes...

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For a while we didn't know when we would have the wedding, then we spoke about a winter wedding which spiralled into lets have a snowy wedding, Luke couldn't wait to tell his friends about our engagement and i couldn't wait to tell my family. When anyone asked when the wedding was we would both say with massive grins on our faces "when it snows".

We reached Halloween and Luke knew how i loved the holiday, he took me to a halloween party and it was the biggest one in the city, i couldn't help but think how lucky i was to have this guy in my life, you know when you look at someone and realisation hits you that this person was perfect for you and you dont know how in the world you got them but you know you never want them to leave your life, it was one of those moments.
Things got weird in the city...like really weird...the city had an eclipse which brought in a storm which killed off the power grid, the city went dark, this worried me i didn't know if the city was going to stay like it over the winter or if it would pass.
During this time Luke and i went on adventures and visited the most creepy looking areas of the city. One night we sat looking over the observatory and the city, Luke rummaged in his bag and pulled out a box, he told me to close my eyes as i did he placed a necklace around my neck with my engagement ring attached to it. Things started to feel a lot more real and it was exciting! As i looked over at the view again i knew that is where i wanted to get married.

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After a couple of weeks the power grid was fixed and the storm had cleared.

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My heart skipped a beat the morning i woke up and step foot outside to see the snow. "This is it" i thought to myself. Luke and i couldn't hold our excitement and wedding planning was in full effect. We set the date, we chose the location and I started picking my bridesmaids and the dresses. The one thing i was stuck on was my maid of honor. I eventually chose my best friend Burns, im not for staying traditional so having a man of honor seemed different.

The day had arrived and i woke up so nervous, i lost count of how many times i vomited that day from nerves. "What if he doesn't turn up?" "is he going to change his mind?" i couldn't help but think how badly things could turn out.
With my bridesmaids, man-of-honor and escort from the  LSMC, things were ready to go, we took a slow drive to the observatory, as we got closer the more nervous i got.
We pulled up and as i stepped out i was in awe of how beautiful the observatory looked, the sun was setting, there was snow on the ground, benches were placed in rows, flowers down the walk way, Christmas trees at the end and my incredible husband to be waiting to make me his wife. 
There were a few things that tried getting in the way, but nothing stopped us.
we were pronounced as husband and wife and i couldn't believe it, i married my soul mate!
We had a wedding reception which was a load of fun, and at the end of the night we had our dance.

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Our marriage was the greatest. yeah we had our arguments but we always ended the day next to each other. I loved love being Mrs Raven, i still wear that name with pride.
Luke became a legal man and we started talking about what businesses we would like or dream to have, he worked his ass off at bayview to make it happen. Luke got his friend to refurbish Foxys for us and we renamed it Ravens. As i concentrated on running the LSMC, Luke had his own side work 'Raven Lottery' we used to sit and talk over ideas that he would then share with his friend Cyrus.

Things started to slow down, mainly for him, he missed his old life, i encouraged him to talk to his old friends and see if he could join a new family with them. I was willing to risk my job so he could be happy, in the end it didn't happen but he eventually he got his hands on a store and we were back on track, he was so excited about life again, we planned things we wanted to do with the store, things we wanted to do with Ravens and how we could work Raven Lottery and LSMC into all of it. We planned on moving house, covering it in silly little gnomes (gnomes were a little thing of ours).

Valentines was the best, he took me to a little place in Vespucci called the Sandbar Restaurant, we sat and giggled and even drew each other cute little notes. Little did i know this was the last date we would go on.

 

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The day i wish i could forget...
I woke up to numerous missed calls from PD with voicemails asking me to call back when i could. I called back and was given the news that my husband was in a car wreck and didn't make it.
I felt my whole life collapse around me, i couldn't breathe, i couldn't talk. All i could do was scream and cry.
My friends came to my apartment as i was missing from the LSMC for sometime, all they saw was a broken mess in bed. I broke the news to them.

The rest was a blur from then. I just remember multiple suicide attempts, drugs and alcohol to fill the void. My life is empty without him.

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With the LSMCs help we did a memorial ride for him, I wore his kutte that had the custom Raven MC patch.

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I ended up opening Ravens for my birthday, it was a free event and loads of people attended, i wish he had been there to see it.

I adopted his dog 'Lukie' neither of us should be alone through this life without Luke.

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But.....
Where does this leave me? Where do i go from here? Whats even keeping me here?
 

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Over time i began to heal, with my friends by my side i knew i could get through the grief, I even started dating again and ended up in a polyamorous relationship. I gave birth to my third child and adopted a fourth.
December soon came around and our 1st wedding anniversary would of been coming up, my mind started to wonder, wishing i had him back. 

February hit and it came up to the 1st year anniversary of Lukes death and I reflected a lot.

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A couple of months passed by, i was out with the LSMC when i heard a familiar voice comment on my shirt, funny enough they were wearing the exact same, they took it off and i noticed their tattoos, I asked the person to take me somewhere quiet to talk. When they took off their helmet my heart stopped or at least it felt like it.

It was LUKE!

He explained how he had got himself into trouble when we was around and had to fake his death. I didn't know how to feel, my husband faked his death and didn't even tell me or warn me.
We tried a relationship, it was amazing to have him back in my life. he proposed to me we were going to remarry.


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But then things went downwards, he was out of town a lot for 'business' i was lucky to get texts and the fire soon burnt out. I gave up, i got my husband back but it wasn't like before, due to not being able to see him i text him telling him i wanted to part ways, im not proud of this action but it was the only way we could communicate. I wouldn't say he was pleased with it and no matter how much it hurt me it was for the best for both of us.

And now here i am. Divorcee. Time to concentrate on my projects.
 

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